No weight

I never weighed myself yesterday.  I did have smoothies though.  Watermelon.  It was nasty.  I'm out of strawberries and didn't make it to the store so I don't know what I'm going to do today.  Probably I'll try cantaloupe.  That's all I've got besides watermelon.  Last time I weighed I was 278.8.  Damn, I hope that went down. I've been trying for so long that I'm permanently discouraged.

A Year Later...

Here I am more than a year later. Still fat. Probably fatter. I'll weigh myself in the morning and post it. No one is reading this. Certainly no one that I know. I've tried a million ways to lose weight this last year. Of course, going practically homeless and living in a hotel with a 3 year old and no car for 6 months really doesn't help. We have a house now. With stairs. They're much easier to climb now than when we first moved in but I don't see any loss of fat. It's severely disheartening. Now I have to be in a wedding in just less than a year, on my dead daughters birthday no less, and I want to be sexy. With any luck maybe I can be divorced by then and have slutty wedding sex with someone that I don't know. I can't believe that I finally said that out loud. What I'm doing now is having smoothies for breakfast and lunch every day. I started working out with the wii again but had a weird ass weekend and didn't keep up. I should have started up again this week but we just got s gym membership on Sunday and I think I'm going to try that. Maybe 30-60 minutes a day? I hope that it works. Once I do 21 days of smoothies I'll move onto 21 days of something else. I just hope it works. I am 2 days into smoothies already. So that means that I started on the 21st. That means that June 10th will be day 21. Hopefully it helps drop some weight. Until next time, Me xoxox